I'M DOING JUST FINE...

There was a time when I thought life
Was over and out, when you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe
Would sit in my room because I didn't want to
Have to go out and see you walking by
One look and I'd break right down and cry

Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies
'Cause it may seem hard to believe, but

I'm doin' just fine, getting along very well
Without you in my life, I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fine, time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind

You were my earth, my number one priority
I gave my love to only you anything you'd ask of me
I would do but somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather and told me that
You had to journey on a kiss in the wind and your
Love was gone

Now, you say you never meant to play
Your games, girl don't you know it's far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart

I'm doin' just fine, getting along very well
Without you in my life, I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fine, time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind

When you said goodbye, I felt so all alone
There were times at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much too weak to make it on my own
Baby, after all the misery and pain you put me through
So unfair to me, you're no longer my world
And I ain't missin' you at all

I'm doin' just fine, getting along very well
Without you in my life, I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fine, time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind

ANUGERAH SKRIN 2011

Alhamdulillah.


Siapa sangka wartawan comot ini mampu naik ke pentas berprestij itu.
Siapa sangka wartawan yg baru bekerja 3tahun ini mampu mengalahkan karam singh yg hebat itu.
Siapa sangka wartawan yg asyik diherdik ini berjaya buktikan usaha gigih kunci kejayaan.
Siapa sangka wartawan yang selalu disalah anggap sebagai bimbo ini berjaya menjulang trofi pewter itu.
Siapa sangka wartawan berbangsa melayu ini merangkul anugerah laporan berita terbaik.
Siapa sangka wartawan yang asyik jadi bahan umpatan ini bukan setakat berjaya dlm pelajaran malah dalam kerjaya.
Siapa sangka wartawan yg tak diberi peluang ini berjaya cari ruang sendiri sebagai batu loncatan.
Siapa sangka wartawan graduan penyiaran ini mampu jadi wartawan berita-- belajar dan mendaki bermula drpd kosong.


Semuanya berkat keluarga yg mendoakan, boss yang menyokong dan rakan yang setia.

Terima kasih Allah SWT

BBF GROUP?!

Baru tau what happened in bbf group...m not taking sides, and i refuse to comment in the group nor any blog...however, i wish to express my humble opinion here-- no offense:

1) it is true that some people do not know d major purpose of d group-- myself honestly, i dont like some who share bullshit on family matters. u can share a lil something yg boleh diterima, eg: "i sedih my fiance tak bagi tempah baju, suruh sewa. Girls how to tackle him?.... But i dont agree yg ckp "i benci dgn mak i, dia tak bagi duit pon but sebok2 dgn preparation i".... u shudnt tell d world that u r a bitchy daughter to ur parents. For godsake, u r getting married n buruk mana parents pun u need their blessings... Ada je bbf yg ayah dia missing in action, mother dia buat tak heran kat dia--- but they dont say it in bbf group sbb hormat privacy keluarga. By telling everyone in d group about ur family probs, it is proven that u dont have a real life best friend to talk too... Kalau betul pun u dont hv a best friend in real life, go msg ur trusted blogger personally utk luahkan perasaan.

2) it is childish to bitch about anotha woman virtually. d fact that u girls dont even know each other well in real life.

3) for d time being i hv no intention to leave the group because there are times i need opinions from the group. Aku ni bukan kaunselor neither am i a nujum-- but reading some of the comments, it is true that there r a few babes in the group yg punya sifat tak boleh tgk org lain senang, and mempunyai ciri2 menghasut yg tinggi which i bet real life pon takde girlfriends due to her/their nature, kaki cucuk memanaskan keadaan. Seriously.

4) i still love blogger/blogspot. No offense. seriously dlm bbf tu ada yg baru blog 2-3 bulan, ada 10-20 followers dlm blog but gah mcm bagus n try to be miss-know-it-all... Sbok tarik perhatian in d group sbb in blogging world,ur writing sucks no one even know d existence of ur blog. Jujur i ckp ni.seriously. Ya, i still love blogspot, i visit some bloggers and leave my comments if i have a say on a particular entry. If i menyampah, senang je--- tak pyh baca blog yg i menyampah tu. Simple.

So girls, stop hitting on each other. kelakar.

Kthanxbye

REAL WEDDING: DALILA MIAN

Date: 30th October 2011
Venue: Duchess Place, Ampang
Pelamin + caterer : Duchess Place, Ampang
Make-up: Sue Cantik
Attire: Unaisah Azlan



Hello hello!
I was at dalila's wedding reception--- as her wedding emcee.
i love everything about her majlis--- stunning deco, awesome dress, pretty make-up and... everything!!!

but first and foremost----
Look at her shoes girls!!!! it's Manolo Blahnik uols~~~~! *envy*

i swear semua benda cantik.
when i first stepped in the occasion venue; i was so jakun macam budak kecik.
I have been to many luxurious weddings --- but dalila's wedding mmg special sbb the hall tak tinggi sangat, and the deco penuh!! so nampak sangat detail and somewhat intimate.
and the white chairs~~~~~~ drop dead gorgeous!
Sangat suka!

And people, her pelamin is simply gorgeous kan? i love it so much!
what more with 5 chandeliers on top!
Dalila has such great taste~~~!!!
tak sia- sia plan for so long, her wedding was a real success!!!


congrats dila!
*hugs & many many hugs*



xx

REAL LIFE INTIMATE WEDDING

* credit to the beautiful couple; bride & groom*

berkahwin di laman rumah pengantin prempuan in the United States, guna garden chair je with beautiful flower deco. sgt intimate.

ayu berselendang and beautiful ukiran henna. beautiful couple.

look at the luscious flowers. the bride beautifully pakai kebaya songket, rantai doko 3tingkat. effortlessly beautiful... and it's undeniable dat the bride mmg cantik.

dengan kehadiran both parents bride&groom, and the grandmother/nenek --i bet. Having the elderly on ur special occasion-- sangat intimate. couldnt ask for more. seriously. they have such a beautiful family.

i bet this attire untuk cake cutting. tukar after the beautiful solemnization.

EVERYTHING IS AWESOMELY BEAUTIFUL!!!

i was browsing my friend's page when i saw beautiful photos of his best friend kahwin with this pretty Malay girl who actually resides in Florida, US. The bride & groom-- both Melayu i think or kacukan melayu. i do not know the beautiful bride, and she definitely tak kenal i pun... but i can't help myself to write about her beautiful wedding and share with u girls.

their wedding sgt intimate... i love intimate weddings attended by a bunch of people i love-- close family and friends only.

like seriously, never in my life ever dream of a grand wedding. mmg i suke something intimate. it touches the softest spot in my heart. maybe if orang tgk saya, ramai sangka saya mahukan majlis grand besar-besaran----they're absolutely wrong. all i want is a small-beautiful wedding. mmg dari kecil macam ni yang saya nak. u can go back to my older posts-- like how i always wanted. intimate wedding.

ok back to this beautiful wedding, i don't know the girl, but pernah jumpa the guy sekali-dua--- mututal friends. but oh-my-goodness..... the wedding is simply beautiful, beautiful and beautiful.

jovial laughing faces, they smiled ear-to-ear, honest photos, all-sincere looking guests, simple deco with beautiful personal touch--- betul2 macam yang i impikan.

insyaAllah~~~ i will get the chance of my own. My guests for nikah is limited to 60pax only, :)) as requested by myself. Mmg betul2 keluarga dan kawan rapat sahaja. Perancangan ni dah dipersetujui kedua pihak since i bertunang 14 March 2010. Alhamdulillah. Asalnya 50pax je ok?... dah dekat ni tambah lagi 10org, jadi 60pax. Final.

On the wedding reception, i rest my case. Bonda n ayahanda have the veto power, saya turutkan sahaja since i have decided anything related to the nikah is solely on me. fair. afteralli trust my parents. thay have a believable taste :) seriously.

xx,

yuyu aziz

*berapa banyak BEAUTIFUL dalam entry ni. can i add another? BEAUTIFUL!!!

MALAYSIA FASHION DESIGNER - DRESS INSPIRATION

nikah: waist swarovski details :)

ellie saab lace dress, to die for!!!

ALRIGHT, face the fact uols! -- we are not fashion designers but we have so much to explain.
"you, i nak macam ni macamni , tapi leher kena macamni, lengan dia pulak nak macam ni, kat bawah kaki baju pulak macamni..."

Berapa banyak MACAM NI?
because we (women) have so much imagination -- beyond imagination? ;p
even worse, most of us , ramai yang fickle minded (mudah benar cik kiah terpengaruh dengan magazine, tiap minggu jugaklah berubah design dalam fikiran)

I have foundation in arts since I was a student in Cenfad before masuk MMU, then masuk UiTM :)... reti lah sikit2 tak banyak pun ;p but still, bukannya expert sampai tahu semua benda, cuma ada kelebihan sbb suka membaca.

Mampus la nak explain segala neckline kat designer ka n? -- scoop, princess, V, round dan bagai..... Mampus la nak explain pasal lengan - cap sleeve, long sleeve, dll.... so yang mudah adalah berangan---macamana nak berangan? terjemahkan angan2 anda di dalam sebuah lukisan atau foto ;p

myself--- i sketch a few designs (studied the designs before deciding on them)
kunci kata utama, SEDAR DIRI:
1) saya berbadan gempal maka leher kena V-- jangan sesekali boatneck
2) saya berbadan gempal lebih ssuai bebraju gelap (tapi org tua suka jugak baju putih-cream)
3) saya berbadan gempal, kena pakai 2pc atau kena ada detailing dekat pinggang
4) saya berbadan gempal, jangan banyak sangat beading from shoulder to waist-- if not nampak heavy body i yg gergasi ini
5) saya berbadan gempal, pakai pb/spanx --- kalau nak rasa lebih confident, perlukan veil supaya amik gambar takyah pikir lemak di area tali bra... betol tak?! ;p hahahah
*jika badan gempal, janganlah feeling nak pakai tube dress, sleeveless, atau pun wedding dress ala2 cocktail dress paras lutut ye. tak pasal dikeji tetamu ;p*

so untuk baju nikah i bawak a photo of kate's second dress for evening reception--- ada detailing di pinggang, maka itu yg saya request kepada desginer. pada masa sama, mohon buat flowy pleats dekat pinggang-pinggul, supaya tak lekap di situ... risau kalau duduk bersimpuh terbojol perut iuols!! yang pasti kate middleton is super skinny, gamba tu bukan feeling diri sendiri-- cuma nak tunjuk detailing kat pinggang je, sbb takau nak explain camana kat designer secara tepat. ;p

utk baju reception, saya inspired by Ellie Saab 2011 collection, Auriga.... the lace dress sgt cantik! sekali lagi, saya bawa gambar tu bukan sebb feeling kurus, but nak tunjuk the v-neck dress and lengan 3quarter and kain meleret (but mine, i want chiffon--- atas je lace)


mudah kan bawak gambar?! so apa lagi, start googling, print (ada colour lagi bagus) and bring the photo to your fashion designers! if designer macam taknak buat... tanya dia setahu i designer boleh buat semua, sekrang ni u boleh buat atau tak?"... sbb fyi, sbrnya banyak designer di malaysia ni pakai tailors kat luar sana tuuuuuuuu! kekadang tu bukannya depa teri, tau melukis jek! so kena tanya bebetul.... :)) happy dress-making babes!

MALAYSIANS & RSVP?!

*****Entry ini hanya untuk situasi RSVP utk sit down dinner or strict headcounts (buffet tak termasuk dlm entry ni sbb still flexible)*****



SITUATION 1 : CAKAP BERLAPIK TAK KENA TEMPAT!

Sudah menjadi lumrah rakyat Malaysia when it comes to RSVP:--
Bride: Are you coming? RSVP. need your respond... Prospective guest: InsyaAllah...

it's good to say 'insyaAllah'-- tiada siapa larang. but do you know what insyaAllah really means in RSVP context? maksudnya kamu akan datang, berusaha juga untuk datang. maksud insyaAllah dlm konteks RSVP bukannya-- tengok keadaan. paham?!

so let me all of you out there. jangan jawab gitu lagik. senang je jawapan dia; it's either YES or NO. Tiada istilah MAYBE, buatlah-- kena lempang dengan aku. Why??? it is important to determine head counts. so kalau anda confirm tak boleh datang jangan jawab YES-- sebab katakan di hotel, RM120 per head-- kalau ada 10orang macam korang yg suka hati bedah jawab YES-- tak ke tuan rumah rugi RM1200 dah?! sedangkan kalau korang jawab NO boleh je dia kasi kad dekat org lain... ada paham?? (unless tak boleh datang, notify asap). unless betul2 tak boleh elak--- like myself, in the midst of urus wedding, dengan jadual yang tak tentu hala-- ada wedding yg saya mmg nak sangat pegi tapi kena cancel last minute to fulfill work and family related matters.




SITUATION 2 : UNINVITED GUESTS!

Some people just don't get it! Kalau RSVP, if letak nama " Aminah & pasangan ". Maksudnya DUA orang sahaja ok?? tak kesahlah pasangan anda tu isteri ke, kawan baik ke-- tuan umah tak kisah, asalkan datang seorang atau berdua SAHAJA. jangan pulak " Aminah & pasangan " kau pegi bawak anak 5 orang! tengok tempat la... kalau buffet, mungkin ada kelonggaran sikit, but sitdown dinner tolonglahhhh jangan buat gitu. kau bawak anak 5 orang + 2 orang, 7 orang... katakanlah dekat duchess place RM60++--- anda dah merugikan RM420!!!kalau dah bawak satu proton exora penuh, paling pun kasiklah RM200-- ini tidak, bawah 7pax but kasik RM50! memanglah tuan rumah gembira asalkan anda datang--- but etika tu. paham-paham sendiri ok?

Almost simillar situation-- when it is clearly stated "Aminah & pasangan"... don't you ever ask the bride "Can i bring my 12 year old?" -- Why u shouldn't ask that question? 1) coz it is clearly stated the invitation is for two (unless state otherwise). 2) kids are not allowed? 3) hello cik kak don't leave the bride blinking and feeling guilty la! for god sake she's getting married... takkan kau nak dia jawab "bawaklah..~~~ (dalam nada tak ikhlas?) and kalau kena bridezilla like me you'll get an honest answer "i'm sorry tak boleh... sebab RSVP"... hujungnya kau jugak yang sentap kan? Please read RSVP guidelines, or don't come. :)) *kejam but jujur*

...And another--- if it is clearly stated in the invitation nama anda sahaja, ie: menjemput : AMINAH BINTI AHMAD. maksudnya kau sorang je. toksah pegi jumpa kawan ofis "eh lets go wedding munah together!" or jumpa kawan sekolah " eh! munah nak kahwin next week, dia ada jemput kau tak?" DON'T DO SO! *serious warning* those kind of statement and question is even rude than the bride asking u to RSVP-- which is wayyyy polite! *etiquette*

.. lagi satu, you told the bride "I can't come" but hari majlis you showed up!! menyusahkan je... kalau kata tak datang, toksah datang terus... sbb mungkin your seat tu bride dah bagi kat org lain. ye lah, kita ni org melayu " haaaa mak mertua aku tak jadi turun KL, so besok aku datang wedding kau" huhu bride panic! alamakkk aku nak ltak dia kat meja sapa, aritu kata takleh datang??! pffttttt



SITUATION 3 : THE ABSOLUTE NIGHTMARE TO THE BRIDE!

bride & her family needs you to reply. malangnya, lain suruh buat lain yang korang buat--- ini beberapa kejadian yang menyakitkan hati bride.Jangan jadi golongan ini!:--
1) Jangan cakap dekat bride that you're bringing new boyfriend (yang tak dijemput!)
2) Kalau kawan opis, jangan memandai announce that your kids are coming. (jangan memandai bawak anak kalau kat hall or hotel-- anda mau kanak2 berlari dan panjat pelamin?) -- kalau nak datang sgt, tinggal lah rumah mak mertua atau nursery jap.
3) Hahaha yang ni paling lawak---yang jemput diri sendiri!!! ie: "Eh kau nak kahwin eh? Kau tak ajak aku, siap kau!" (motif?) hahahaha wait for the invitation, if bride n family don't invite just smile and take it positive mungkin lebih ramai yang rapat mereka kena jemput. DO NOT show how thrilled you are about her wedding, sbb mungkin you were never on the guest list pun.

hahahahaha ok tu je buat masa ni :))

ps: in your card, letak ONE mobile number only. orang Malaysia ni i sedar letak number mak, ayah, abang, kakak-- satu keluarga dia letak. macamana orang nak RSVP? kalau dia sms abah awak yang dah 70tahun ala-ala lupa, tak ke dah terlepas RSVP seorang tetamu... betul tak? :) think about it.